Its like a wave crashed over me. My feet are rooted to the sand but the watter is pulling me forward. I can't move though. Its just tugging at me. Then the undertow draws it back, pulling me in another direction.
That's how I feel right now. This college stuff is too much to take in. I don't want to think about it right now. Kathy, you are doing too much. Setting me up to shadow Mel at NASA? That's unreal. Awesome. But unreal. I appreciate it, I really do. I'm just feeling overwhelmed.
Everyone needs to take a step back from me. I can't handle every one's dreams of me being a surgeon or a lawyer being shoved down my throat anymore. I'm going to follow my own dreams. Not yours. Leave me out of your thoughts for now.
I'm glad you've realized that. It's your life. You're choice. Don't let anyone try and push you in a direction they wish they had taken. It's your decision, and I know you'll pick the right one for you. =]
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