Tomorrow I'll give him an ultimatum.
Final
Peremptory
Demand.
Take it or leave it,
It's his choice.
(God I hope he takes it.)
This saturday I could be dancing alone.
Or I could have a magical evening,
with the boy I love.
Why can't a good thing last?
This summer we were so perfect.
Match for match just love.
A gravitational need to be in eachother's arms.
Today he could ignore me without a second thought.
He used to see the minute expressions,
that most don't pick up on.
But now when the pain is stark on my face
He seems blind to it.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
Don't forget that.
No matter what happens.
I'm sorry.
I love you.
You'll get through this either way. I know you're a strong girl, and I know that it could possibly suck a lot. But I also know that you can't go on pretending everything is just fine the way it is when you know, in your heart, that it's not. It's his choice, and you have to understand that actions speak louder than words..which is how you're going to get an answer. Be strong, like I know you are, and don't ever be afraid to talk to me. <3
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