10.24.2010

I hate my body.

What else is there to say?
Its completely inconvenient.
To small for everything.
I can't even be intimate with Jake
Because it hurts too much.

My hands are too small,
to keep a good grip
on rifle, sabre, or the like.
My feet are too tiny,
for any shoe I try on.

My legs are too short,
to be a beautiful model.
My arms are too awkward,
to be comfortable without sleves.

But I'm going to try
and not let it bug me as much.
Lets stop staring in the mirror,
and weighing yourself everyday,
Because it doesn't matter.

Self, I love you sometimes.

4 comments:

  1. Well if you hate yours, I must want to destroy mine. =]

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  2. No! You're too cute to destroy. I envy you.

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  3. Woman. Forget about the weighing yourself everyday. (The BMI thing is a fake.) It means nothing. You're beautiful. Never forget that. Do not go through what I went through, you'll waste the time you have. Just enjoy yourself, and your life.

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  4. I'm turning over a new leaf. *runs outside and turns over a leaf on the ground* Seriously tho, I'm done with that. I promised myself that this post was the last time I say "I hate my body" to myself. Its gone too far. I was down to 93 pounds 2 weeks ago. But I'm so done. I'm beautiful. I'm beautiful. I'm beautiful.

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