I love you enough to overcome most of the pain.

And the saddest part is that I don't get that sick feeling anymore when I think there's a 1% chance this could be the end.
And the chance is much grater now.
40% at the least.
I love you so much I can't put it into words.
It's an intensity I've never felt before.
But I am so sick of being treated this way.
Katie and Exner can get compliments and your arm around them but I can't?
Dont. Tell me. You. Were just. Joking.
I've had enough.
And I love you and I want to stay with you.
Put I can't put myself through this if you don't make an effort.
Lets see what happens tonight.
Then I'll decide.