***But damnit your so young. Well I don't think I care.

"He made the mistake,
that so many other guys have made.
He didn't talk to you about it.
He didn't think you would understand.
Which is dumb,
because you would have."
And of course I would have.
THIS IS HIGHSCHOOL!!!
Its for making mistakes,
Its for falling in love,
Its for getting your heart broken,
and its for learning how to deal with it.
You can't asume I hate you,
You can't asume I'm bitter.
I try my hardest to think
on a purely rational level.
Especially on issues,
where emotions would trip me up.
AND I WOULD HAVE UNDERSTOOD!
No one,
especially a guy,
wants to find 'the one'
in highschool.
Thats way too young.
Dear god!
I'm only 15!
I feel like I've lived much longer,
but in reality,
I'm so young.
And you are too.
So I understand.
Can't we handle things maturely?
Please?
I have no hard feelings.
I'm thankful I got to have you for so long.
I'm happy for the memories I made.
I'm glad I gave my heart to you.
I'm glad you gave your heart to me.
"Check your back pocket."
"Nothing's there."
"I gave you my heart,
keep it safe."
I tried.
But somehow it escaped me.
If you love something, let it go.
If it returns, then its truely yours.
I'm letting you go.
With no regrets.
I hope you return,
but if you don't
its ok.
I'll be happy you're free.

Somewher deep down, I feel like I found the one for me. Though, rationally speaking, its probably just stupid teenage emotions. I cross my fingers, and hope you might someday feel that way too. But if not, for now, I'll try my best to always be happy for you. I love you.