I have a few things to say to you.

You know who you are,

And if you are not said person being addressed,

I implore you to mind your own god damn life

and see yourself away from this post.

First and foremost,

I want you to go back

to 12-26-10

on this very blog.

Read the second half

of that day's post.

It was addressed to you.

No, not all of it applies anymore,

but many truths remain.

Once you finish that task,

I want you to stop.

And breathe.

Clear your mind.

Keep breathing.

Ok, good.

Here are the things I couldn't say to you earlier.

It is not as eloquent as I wished,

but this is my message to you.

In no particular order,

I wish for you to know:

1) You are stronger than you give yourself credit.

You just have a problem with acting on impulse.

Step back.

Breath.

Then decide.

ok?

2) Some things don't have a formula.

You can't perform statistical analysis on human beings.

Sometimes you aren't going to know everything

about everyone.

Their motives, condition of heart, or thoughts.

And that is ok.

You seek the truth too vigorously,

and we saw how that ended for Oedipus.

Sometimes you have to let life happen,

instead of picking it apart.

You aren't going to find a satisfying answer that way.

Only more and more questions.

3) You can't protect everyone.

Someone is going to get hurt,

especially now.

Probably multiple people.

But they will heal, learn,

and maybe even grow from it.

You have to stop trying to ease off the pain.

It gathers interest, you know.

The longer you bead around the bush,

the more the debt will grow.

You can't make them happy.

But you can make him happy.

4) Lastly,

and most importantly.

If you break him I will never forgive you.

I'm not saying if you hurt him I will hold a grudge,

or that fixing his heart will make you exempt.

I am saying that

If you you BREAK him,

I will never forgive you.

that is all,

for now.